Saturday, November 04, 2006

Why do I bother

About 5 years ago, I had a misunderstanding with a now former friend. It was over something that I did that I found to be in her best interest. We discussed it. She said she forgave me. I thought it was over. Well it surfaced again, and she is still angry. Granted I know I stepped over the boundries. I apologized then. I know a friend of mine told me God can't forgive you if you don't forgive yourself. I did this act with all the best intentions. This person is so use to people having selfish reasons for being in their life that it may appear as though they expected the same from me.

I know I should say why bother, but they need to know that my intensions were not selfish. I will give it sometime and confront the situation head on.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Damn Near 40


Well I have been looking at a lot of pictures of myself & other friends lately while putting together this book. I have gone to one reunion this year and will be going to another in October.
When asked "what reunion" and I say "my 20th" I get the same response..."Dayum!!!! How old are you?" I always respond...."Damn near 40"
We all know that is just an excuse for not remembering our age. We start forgetting after 30.
But after looking at some of the recent pix that were snapped on my trip this Aug. I can say w/ pride...I look damn good to be Damn Near 40.....LOLOLOL

Monday, August 21, 2006

Temptation

Ever been tempted by something you know you shouldn't have? What do you do? Do you go for it, or do you just let it go? You know it's bad for you but you know you just can't get enough?

Friday, August 18, 2006

About my NYC trip

Thursday's craziness of the illeged terror foil delayed an incoming plane a 1/2 hour. However, due to that 1/2 hour a major storm hit the PA,NJ, NY area and we were stranded in Norfolk, Virginia for 7 hours. Prior to that we were circling in the air before landing for 2 hours We could not get clearance to land in Lagardia. We sat on the plane in VA for 4 hours.I didn't get to LGA until 10:30pm...I was suppose to be there at 2:33pm.
After that incident I told myself I wasn't letting anything get to me. & I didn't.
I got to see almost all the important people in my life while I was there.I went to one of the two reunions I am going to attend. Though the reunion had a small turnout, it was very intimate & we had a blast.
This was truly a mental health trip. I needed it in the worse way. I did a lot of thinking. And it was truly an experience to finally exhale.