Monday, March 21, 2011

What friends are for

Aren't friends suppose to be 
that one person 
who you choose to 
be part of your life 
who you trust will always 
be there for you? 
Aren't they the person 
who you chose to show 
unconditional love to? 
A person you can trust 
to not stab you in the back. 
A person you figure 
would show no jealousy. 
Isn't that why we are 
in each other's life? 
So then why would you 
decide to do some 
of the evil things to me 
that you know I would never 
do to you. 
Is it envy of my progress in life? 
Is it the lack of control you have over me? 
What would possess you to 
do the dastardly things you have done 
behind my back. 
You couldn't even 
confront me face to face 
with the problem at hand. 
But it is apparent, 
that you are the true problem 
in this friendship. 
Though I love you 
I really need distance myself 
from this toxic relationship 
because though 
I had your best interest at heart. 
It is obvious 
you don't have mine. 
Good bye my friend. 

Sorry very sad

Isn't it amazing how someone makes a decision that they absolutely know is wrong.. yet they do it anyway....Well you live & your learn & I am done trying. I need to move on.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

2Faced supports the Mustard Seed Guild

Author Trina Slade-Burks, book contributor & charity coordinator Angela Torres
friend Karen Suazo




Book type


For each book sold, $5 will go to the Mustard Seed Guild for the rest of the month of March. To learn more about the Mustard Seed Guild click here

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Not a Mind reader

I have tried & tried
but, no more
No more reading your mind
No more over extending
No more trying to please
the unpleasible
No more chasing 
the unchasible
Many are willing to deal
with excuse after excuse
as to why your behavior
should be tolerated.
Not me
not anymore
I thought it was going to be a certain way
At least that was what you told me
But apparently
you only know
what you have been taught
And that was
the same way
you have been treated
Poorly.
I refuse to be you
Because I can only be me
And since that isn't good enough
Do it your way
on your terms
At least you know
what you want
because I apparently don't.







Saturday, February 12, 2011

Not perfect


Instead of finding problems
why don't you find a solution?
It's amazing how when you make mistakes
I fix them
but when I make mistakes
you condemn
and belittle them.

I was raised to be
a problem solver
a critical thinker.
Not a problem
or a criticizer.

The riddles are getting more random
with less consideration of thought.
I guess I am suppose to just
suck it up
& take it.

Well, not sure how much longer
that will last.
After a while
I will leave you to your tasks
alone.